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他她他都跟我说好好的珍惜他！

有时候我想不明白，为什么是我要珍惜他？会不会有一个人告诉他说他应该珍惜我呢？

从以前开始喜欢看别人写的故事，也许是八卦也许关心。

无意间发现一个女生的blog，喜欢她写东西的方式和东西。也许是因为我们同年吗？还是因为她的经历她的故事跟我有些一样。。我不知道！不过，我很努力的想把她的文章看完 看他的故事生活，也期待他更多的故事。

这几天他不在是有点寂寞，不过就一点点而已。真的就一点点而已

大家好像都很忙，我想旅行去，一个人也没关系

Life

People changed when they lost patient 

People changed when you are no the one expected 

People changed when they could not trust you anymore

People changed when you do not fulfill their need 

Don't asking forgive for same mistake again and again, people will fed down with your attitude, character, and you. Grow up to be mature, live like your age. 

Don't ask for something not belonging to you. Do your own part and do it well! 

Desperate? didn't I?

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Is that single women will get desperate after 30 years old?
Maybe.
Read the blog of the blogger, he share the fb conversation with a lady with age 34. here
Share it to my junior,then he tell me that I was like the girl for our today conversation.
OMG!
I'm 25 years old only and I have admirers, so why?
Is that possible being single too long?
Then gonna find a guy to have proper dating,maybe it can help. I don't want be an old lady and desperate!!
But then I'm kinda lazy to go out recently, although, I don't need to drive =)


Went to Melaka last weekend, met with uni friend, friendly and capable girl but then god don't blessing for her relationship. Dating with someone bf, however that guy said he is single. Then met someone can't lets go the pass but then still chasing her. GOD,where are you?
We not looking for someone perfect but at least honest and caring, we giving up for treasure the past of him and respect the privacy to not checking phone and etc, what do you want us to be?


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work.life.friend

Do I regret not to join audit? I don't know! account and audit are different,how to compare? maybe it's too early for me to join commercial after graduate. I think I should try other thing before join commercial. But then,is that I'm capable to handle it? What I want to be after 3 years later? My manager was asking me about this last Friday. What I want to be?.......

Colleague from Thailand told me that I'm serious and only look for him when I need help. Quite sad. Anyway, he told me I'm fun and nice after chit chat whole day. He told me I should enjoy my life and work. I did enjoy my life, but not really for my job. Sometimes. Learning to enjoy work with different people and talk more. Work as part time promoter at weekend, meet with young people (I'm the older among them) have a good chat and fun.

Friends always are the best thing we have beside family. I don't have much friends which always contact each other, anyway, they here when I need them. Grateful to have them. I got friend who will lend me money even I didn't ask for it, friends willing spend time for me even I repeat the same topic same story hundred times, pillow talk with friends, friends drunk together, friends to complain and share problem and bla bla bla.

Back to the previous topic, what I want to be, I think is time to think about my future and stay on my decision.

creating yourself

人不能一直活在过去，过去就像历史。只能从中学习不能改变。放不下过去对自己是种折磨，为何不把对过去的后悔和不满让未来改变呢?找回过去的自己或者感觉是很棒但那都是过去。过去的事。
“life isn't about finding yourself,it's about creating yourself!"

绳子的结与人心里的结一样。虽说绳子的结多数能打开，但是也有解不开的结。解不开的结，就让它继续结更多的结吗？狠心一点！把绳子丢掉。就好像心中的结，解不开不如不去碰它。就让时间把它带走，如果可以我想把它删除。

曾经单纯的以为人都是有佛性，但经历一些事后发现这个社会变了。学生可以很单纯，不，有的人在学生时代就已经变质了。那小孩呢？我想只有刚出生的宝宝单纯和简单。生活中充满骗子。只是看谁的手段高明没被发现。有人说：穷人的穷思想让他们容易受骗。我说：简单单纯的人容易受骗。幸福的人们不会受骗，因为相信人是善良的。

开始厌倦了自己的生活。复杂的人开始把简单的事情复杂话。他人说的一句话也会想上几百篇，怀疑对方话里有话或者是有别的用意。出淤泥而不染很难吧！我开始怀疑别人，这样生活很累。我不想继续，所以我开始放空自己 不去想 不去理。只要活得开心就好。毕竟有的事不知道比较好。